I had a super creepy dream the other night about a fair ride just like this one, hitting my sister in the head and knocking her unconscious. I’ve been feeling so strange and creeped out lately too…like something is coming…
I had a super creepy dream the other night about a fair ride just like this one, hitting my sister in the head and knocking her unconscious. I’ve been feeling so strange and creeped out lately too…like something is coming…
I know there are some serious insecurities I need to get over. Its hard when you feel like you have to keep it all inside because no one else wants to hear about the crazy thoughts going on in your mind…even harder when someone actually does care but you can’t tell him your thoughts for fear he’ll judge you too…
Life is such an adventure. I’m so excited by all of the things I have coming up in my life and I am loving each moment of every day because each moment is so surprising and special.
I always wish every day would be sunny; happy go lucky days where I’m just psyched on life and enjoying every moment of it. Today is just not one of those days. People who I thought were out of my life for good keep creeping through the cracks trying to get at me. I’m trying to keep it under control but there’s this energy running through me that wants to lash out and say “Get out of my life past!!”. I know that’s not going to happen. Our pasts are there to help us learn and grow and I wouldn’t be where I am now if it wasn’t for my past. I just wish it didn’t sneak up on me like this.
Beautiful chaos is surrounding me today…chaos because I’m being pulled in a million directions…beautiful because even through the chaos of life, life is still life.
Even when it seems like the darkness will never pass, there’s always a streak of light waiting to cross the sky and light up your path